When I sit down and think of it, no matter how insanely silly some might think my decision is I cannot help but arrive at the same conclusion.
Against all odds I found a person that I can honestly say touched me to the core. Even in my downs thinking of the inevitability, my heart is stubborn in its feelings. That remains constant.
I have never been so afraid as I am now. To live each day on borrowed time. But if I believe that this is something amazing, then surely I cannot expect to be guarded.
I am always so quick to think of exit strategies but ironically this one which fills me with such trepidation deserves only my courage to stay. The world may be unforgiving in its reality but I know I have no choice in this matter.
I cannot hope to live with the regret that I did not do my all to love so unhesitatingly. And even if her walls which are tall and formidable to say the least are there, it makes no difference. So enough of this debate.
Sigh, this is going to kill me.
Against all odds I found a person that I can honestly say touched me to the core. Even in my downs thinking of the inevitability, my heart is stubborn in its feelings. That remains constant.
I have never been so afraid as I am now. To live each day on borrowed time. But if I believe that this is something amazing, then surely I cannot expect to be guarded.
I am always so quick to think of exit strategies but ironically this one which fills me with such trepidation deserves only my courage to stay. The world may be unforgiving in its reality but I know I have no choice in this matter.
I cannot hope to live with the regret that I did not do my all to love so unhesitatingly. And even if her walls which are tall and formidable to say the least are there, it makes no difference. So enough of this debate.
Sigh, this is going to kill me.
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