When does want becomes need? She is away and I am taking stock of things around me. Imagining the worst to come when we part company when I begin my charade. My knees became weak and my heart falters with the thought of separation. This is practice for the moment I fear most.
And yet on the second track which plays in my mind, I question trust and love. Sparring with my thoughts as though I will find some answers in my conundrum. In truth that one incident has shaken me. And my unreserved trust now competes with my endless capacity of possibilities. Permutations of which I know not the outcome.
My stars tell me I have to wait. It is not time to make decisions as of yet. But I am concerned. And restless. There must be a way out.
God help us.
And yet on the second track which plays in my mind, I question trust and love. Sparring with my thoughts as though I will find some answers in my conundrum. In truth that one incident has shaken me. And my unreserved trust now competes with my endless capacity of possibilities. Permutations of which I know not the outcome.
My stars tell me I have to wait. It is not time to make decisions as of yet. But I am concerned. And restless. There must be a way out.
God help us.
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