I haven't bothered in awhile to complain about where I am. Figured that I'd just get on with it and do my job. But apart of it is also I am uneasy about being a follower. Just thought I'd make my own decision.
So in a whirlwind of a neverending tornado I slaved away without barely a squeak and coupled with that attended to the many obligations I have ignored. Time passed. And for some weird reason when I thought I was settled today of all days, I finally realised.. That this place is just not my last stop.
It is going to be a bitch for the next two weeks and really I cannot afford a crisis of confidence now. In fact this is time I can barely afford. But I needed to purge these thoughts and in my mind buy myself a little bit of sanity.
But maybe I am tired. Maybe I am too stressed. But I honestly cannot remember when is the last time I did something for me.
And so the day begins.
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