Straight-talking

I started writing something else on this blog and in the end decided not to publish it. So I erased my first thoughts. That's unusual for me. I normally just allow what I feel to be written out and I hate erasing my work. But it's just as well. Not in the mood for trivial stuff.

That's the thing lately. I haven't been in the mood for anything. Don't get me wrong, it's not that I am upset or anything... just this general blah feeling. Let's attribute that to the realisation that I am a creature of habit. Problem with me is I can give you all the chances in the world and make all these excuses for you but once I hit that wall I just switch off. I'm just not interested anymore.



I was sprawled on my couch after another failed attempt to curb my eating and this stray thought came into my head. Like the gentle wafting of a sweet perfume it crept into the corridors of my mind and then seduced my reason. THAT was when I realised, how incredibly tedious all of these is. Either do or don't but in any event live in the moment. Right here. Right now.



Things are so clear it's crystal. Too bad my X-Ray vision is not contagious. Save us all a lot of time and perhaps we could do away with the pretences.



I don't care to explain. I think in this case Bush might actually make some sense. You're either with me or you're against me. I don't have time for flip-floppers.