Disjointed Thoughts

The weekend. Any minute now I will walk out that door and like so many weekends before this forget that I work as a lawyer during the week. Sometimes I feel like such a fraud. I don’t love it as much as I used to but I suppose it is a combination of old age and well you know… sigh I don’t really feel like sharing too much.

It has been a tiring week. Complaining makes it easier though and boy am I a monster whiner. I am looking forward to the sea and the sun but that’s awhile more. I miss having short hair. Maybe a drastic cut is in order. Sigh, decisions one has to make for beauty’s sake.

I noticed that I am a lot more observant on certain things and reward loyalty accordingly. My mind has no time for frivolous wish washy nonsense. It is sometimes a blessing to deal with facts and not fantasy. I wished they would turn off the air-conditioning, God I am so cold. Brrr…

Anyway I was counting my blessings today, and I guess I never realized just how lucky I am. There are those people who have always been there despite how horrible or negligent I have been in keeping the relationship. They must actually care for me. I think there is a lesson here somewhere. We tend to seek the unattainable just for the thrill of the chase but sometimes the most obvious of answers is staring right at you. I get that. I really do. And by jove I am going to do something about it. What? That’s between you, me and the gatepost.