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So you want a medal for the words you said so far? But the words you say doesn't get me to the other side so don't you see it's slightly premature? So you think you did me a service? Held that inevitable just a little bit longer?

So where were you when I needed you? When my world came crashing down and I lost focus? And when you said it was going to be okay, did you even mean it? And when I call do you put the phone on silent? Cause I tried? And I bled. Nobody asked for tragedy but then again here I am.

So take care of yourself and let's hope for your sake I get through this ok. Cause I cannot break anything else. This is just me asking you for help and you were just not there and you said you would. Not in so many words. But there is many of you and I can't blame just one.

My intelligence is a curse and you know I am keeping too much inside and you love it when I kid and make you laugh but inside I am dying each day. That's just me. Full of the laughter...everytime I am on show. But I didn't asked for you to applaud. But there is many of you and I can't blame just one.

So obliviousness is your strength and what can I expect when I am too as callous as you. I am not asking for sympathy but just understanding. My guitar is weary and so are you. I will ask no more.

This is just me and my dances and you cannot be helped with your conditional ear. You will forgive me if your words means effectively nothing.

So take a message for me when my time comes calling. I tried, you lied and we are even as far as friendship is concerned. Because it wasn't easy. You tried, I lied and we are even as far as friendship is concerned. So we shouldn't blame the crystal ball.