Waking Up in Vegas

I should really stop life from getting in the way of more important things. Like writing down these moments of clarity. Which I must admit is getting too far and between. I like most everyone else get caught up. But I should really make time...for myself.

I grow distrusting in my older years. I shouldn't. But I do. I am grateful for the life experiences but I sometimes miss the boldness of youth when you did not quite grasp the consequences of certain outcomes or rather the impact of people on your life. We are after all not an island..as much as I would like to be.

I am being tested again and I think the lesson here is to teach me patience. But as everyone close to me knows, I am as patient as the White Rabbit in Wonderland. So I distract myself.

I am almost afraid to write this. To say I have gambled. To say that once again I have decided to tempt fate. But I have. And I can honestly say... I have no clue where tomorrow will take me.