I think it's past 2 am. I am just back from the fun-filled Mergers and Acquisition Awards. Well maybe I shouldn't get too cross. We did win firm of the year but what do I know? I wasn't there for the deals and yet the award is staring at me as I write this.
I have a pounding headache and the sounds of Kanye West singing "Heartless" in my ears. Serves me right.
I think I am at a turning point. I guess I realised during the course of tonight I was sucked in. I like it. Where I am now. For the time being, its craziness is what I need. What I yearn for. I adore it. So bite me.
And in this turning point I also realised certain things. There are things I just won't stand for. Things I am sick of being accommodating for. After all, although I am not blameless..I am not guilty. In vino veritas indeed.
There are these set of facts and the sequence of events. None of which was my doing. It is not up for me to prove my worth. If it is worth salvaging it is not for me to take the step forward. Funny I should be a lot angrier but am actually not.
I am not looking for anything. Peace comes when I command it to. And frankly there are just so many new avenues which are amusing.
What of love? It is currently a moving entity that reacts not acts. I still believe in fairy tales but that doesn't stop me from getting insurance.
Just promise me one thing. Don't be predictable. The boredom will fucking kill me.
Pride is for the poor. Dignity for those with class. I will keep my promises... no matter how hard they are.
Good Night KL.
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