In Monotone

Funny when you see the world just a little bit clearer when something gets in your eyes. I had moments like this before.. far and in between..when you step out of yourself and really see everything for what it is...how as the wrinkle deepens I trade poetry for sensibilities......once upon a time we all had a tune... now the same song plays. Your deepest wish comes true when you close your eyes... perhaps that's why sleep comes so hard for me.

I think of you as I turn each corner of my life, you trapped in your youth..forever young. But will someone tell me does the heart ever age? Or is it wrapped in a pink bubble ...preserved and protected from the mind.

Sometimes you get this feeling in your gut.. a premonition combined with overdue wisdom and you know you cannot stop the inevitable but only prolong it. I played my cards and the Ace of Spades was thrown but I hear the Queen of Hearts calling my name. From this deck of cards I choose my path and somehow which way I turn it leads me back here. Like a soundtrack played on the loop.... deja vu never felt so familiar.

And lately the only reminders of my past are just the piercings on my left ear and a cigarette burn that has never faded. When did it get so convulated when for once I know what I want...I just don't realise it yet.

Close my eyes. In between you... is just another shade of blue.