Henry Writes

I'm sorry.... I wanted to feel the way I once did forever. I thought it was imprinted within my soul and life would only harden it. But you make it so difficult. I cannot keep being the understudy. I gave you so many chances and made so many excuses. I know I make mistakes too..big ones and I pay for it each day. I thought I could sustain it but lately and most poignantly today of all days. Just another insignificant day, I felt nothing. Like a light switch it went out. Only remnants which remain and like bones it should always be left buried..forgotten. I wish I knew what exactly was the trigger but there were just too many times you let me down. When you could have done more than you did. But I don't blame you. I don't blame myself either. It's just is. I would wish you well but that would mean I cared and I don't want to lead you on. In the end you just couldn't see beyond superficial barriers. Shame.

"People say sometimes that Beauty is only superficial. That may be so. But at least it is not so superficial as Thought is. To me, Beauty is the wonder of wonders. It is only shallow people who do not judge by appearances"