Accidently Euphoria

"Did ya see it?"
"Did ya get the plates??"
"It was HUGE, how can you have missed it???"

Ok maybe it didn't literally happen that way but the aftermath certainly warrants a major wake-up call. I feel as though I've just been hit by a big, purple bus and just to make doubly sure I got the message it decided to reverse back onto me. I got it, thank you very much! (Hobbles to the pavement...)

Oh my god (slaps face repeatedly....) where in the world did I go?

I feel as though I'm in a dream right now and everything is going right...falling into place. I'm ecstatic but terrified of what's to come. I guess it's only normal that when things are going good you can't help but fear for the come down. But eyes wide open, fingers cross that these things will not come to an end.

There is just not enough time in the world to do all the things I want to do and the closer the finale comes the more I want to extend the season. Yes summer was wonderful but autumn is the most beautiful of all seasons.

Oh there is just loads to tell, to sort out and to put in some coherent form but all in good time. I've also been on the path to Buddhism, interesting stuff. Not fully converted but the battle going inside is a good one.

Episode One: Lunchtime at Pret-a-Manger

Old me: Aaarg.........!!! (As some lady beats me to the counter)
New me: Peace be upon the world.
Old me: Shaddup that was the LAST piece of brownie.
New me: The food of knowledge is tastier than any earthly savory product.
Old me: Yeah well it doesn't stop my stomach from rumbling does it??
New me: You must try and think what would a true Buddha would do and emulate that.
Old me: (Thinks for a split second)
(Turns to the old lady who bought the last piece of brownie in Pret...)
I hope you come back as a cockroach. (Smiles evilly)

Yeah well it takes a bit of practice but the path of enlightenment is a long and winding road.

Enough of that, back to life (Sings: "back to life,back to reality")...everything is perfect except for one itty bity tiny nyamuk of an issue. Tempting, tempting to crush... but Buddha says all living life forms are equal so (grits teeth...) MUST RESIST! Should I, should I??? Last time????? The battle between good and evil continues.


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