Living for the Weekend

Am I living for the weekend? There was a time when I felt that the weekend should be used to take it easy and to recover from the manic week. Nowadays I feel as though it's such a waste if I don't use every second of it doing something. Cause this is when I am me, no bullshit, no rules, no trying to impress, no hiding my true self.. just me.

Almost too soon it's time to call an end to the Sunday and I'm spent. I went to an exhibition today in Earl's Court... it's the controversial BODIES exhibition on human bodies ..the controversy? They were using real corpses. It was pretty morbid but still cool as they showed you all the body muscles by tearing out the skin. Actually there was this display which freaked me..it was a just the skin of a whole person. They took out the bones and tissues and organs etc so it looked pretty gruesome. Then there was this black room where they injected colouring in the arteries so that it all lights up under the uv lights... the organ of choice was the heart... psychedelic. The bit I got a bit grossed out was this room which charted the growth of the foetus into a baby. How it looked at 2 weeks, 3 weeks and so on. The fact that the things on display were real made it even more somber. It was hard to keep lunch down.

M:i:III was a must see and it called for those super duper screens in Leicester Square... not that I came any closer in trying to figure out the rabbit's foot! Just one of those movies you just hafta watch..sorry Tom..it's just a 3 from me.

On my neverending journey to reach out to the gaybourhood, I went a step further. Friday night we ended up in Candy bar.. wahey! First strip trip out to a gay bar! Not exactly what I imagined it to be but they were girls hooking up everywhere and videos playing gay porn... to be honest it was not a place to meet your happily ever after but for a one night stand.....it doesn't get anymore uncomplicated than this.

Saturday night I was hanging off the ledge of Geon's window..looking down three floors down... 1 am tightrope walking.. people down there asking me to jump... but life is much too good.. so yes I might still be looking out the window but life isn't passing me by... not without me it ain't.