Floater

I am drowning. Can I articulate the steps which led to my feeling this way? No. I have gone through them and I am too tired to explain. But somehow I am here in this very confusing state of mind.

I just need to prioritize in my head what is more important right now but somehow even the little things are weighing as heavily as the others. There is a short circuit somewhere and I am tired of wrestling with myself.

I’m just treading water and my muscles are tired.

I need a little bit of help. I need a little bit of understanding. I need someone to lean on. I just don’t know how to ask for it.