Upon Reflexion

This is it. It has ended, and come Monday its a whole different thing. I can't help but feel that when you start on such a high, it's just so hard to begin again somewhere else. Felt a bit sad that I'll be leaving F and I knew she felt it too but we were too hardcore to get sentimental. So for the last time we had out little sing-along session as we always do at about 5pm each day. Today's choice? Gold by Spandau Ballet... so altogether we were like "You're indestructible, always believe in because you're Gold!" Hand movements were compulsory. Sigh.. we do love our cheesy songs.

Speaking of which I have never felt so rough. Thursday night was manic for the wrong reasons. End of seats meant it was time to celebrate and 5.30pm we were down at our favourite haunt for a night of booze, laughter and debauchery. That night everything was my poison which all seem like a good idea at that time. "To infinity and beyond!" was my motto and by golly I was beyond. You would think we would have all given up at 10am knowing full well that Friday would be hellish at work... but how can we say no to a spot of REFLEX!

It's like the cheesiest, funniest, 80's songs playing club and there we were a bunch of yuppies ready to blend in as we danced to Rick Astley!!! Never gonna give you up...never gonna say goodbye! It gets better as we did the whole Bon Jovi thang....OHHH OHH living on a prayer...And the Baywatch theme...classic!!! C'mon y'all who doesn't know the steps to Thriller??? Just what we needed after such a crazy 6 months. Result!!!! A bit wary about the cocktails though... seem way too dubious...but the crazy dancefloor was excellent... it was like the whole Billie Jean thing so it lights up when you step on it.... A spot of Dirty Dancing to get the night going? Hell yeah... So all in all... fun wouldn't say it was memorable for obvious reasons.. filled with inflatable guitars and pink wigs...it was perfect. Although the whole pole dancing thing might came back and haunt us... hmm... oh well...you're only 24 once!

Right back to the present, today was hard and just when I finished with everything I took a last glance at my desk, at our room..gave a little sigh and I never ever have done this... but then turned off the room lights before turning away. Drama much? Let me be! I will miss it so much.. I shouldn't get so attached.... but hey... new horizons eh?

I think I should sleep now... late night again and tomorrow I need to be in a presentable state to hold a rifle and fire live rounds... Yes Ladies and Gentlemen I am learning how to shoot tomorrow! Go figure... it's too close to the big day and something has got to give... Clay pigeon shooting here I come... The whole week went by too fast.... I should really write more..about the important things but I am too lazy to do it now......... it and like everything else can wait.